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emsabee333:

Personality
I’m loud
I’m obnoxious
I’m sarcastic
I’m cocky
I cry easily
I have a bad temper
For the most part, I don’t like people
I’m easy to get along with
I like to fight
I have more enemies than friends
I’ve smoked
I’ve smoked weed
I drink coffee
I clean my room daily

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times [guitar pick necklace 24/7]
I wear contacts
I wear glasses
I’ve had braces
I have braces
I change my hair color often
I straighten my hair often
My ears are pierced
I have small feet

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now
I’m single
I’m crushin’
I’ve missed an ex before
I’m always scared of being hurt
An ex has physically abused me at least once
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
I’ve been in love more than two times
I believe in love at first sight
I believe lust is more important than love

Friendships
I have a best friend
I have at least ten friends
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
I’ve beaten up a friend
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
I can trust at least five people with my life

Experiences
I’ve been on a plane
I’ve been on a train
I’ve left the state/province
Someone close to me has died
I’ve taken a taxi
I’ve taken a city bus
I’ve taken a school service (like school bus)
I’ve gone bungee jumping
I’ve made a speech
I’ve been in some sort of club
I’ve won an award
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
I’ve been in a physical fight

Music
I listen to country 
I listen to pop
I listen to techno
I listen to rock
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
I hate the radio
I download music
I buy CD’s

Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television
I watch soap operas daily
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives
I’ve seen and like The OC
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model
I’ve seen and like Popular
I’ve seen and like House
I’ve seen and like 24
I’ve seen and like CSI
I’ve seen and like Everwood

Family Life
I get along with both of my parents
My biological parents are still together

I have at least one sister

I have at least one step brother/sister
I have at least one half brother/sister
I’ve been kicked out of the house
I’ve ran away from my home
I’ve sworn at my parents
I’ve made my parents cry
I’ve lied to my parents
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
I’ve been blonde
I’ve had black
I’ve been red
I’ve been light brown
I’ve been medium brown
I’ve been brown
I’ve had streaks
I’ve had purple/pink
I’ve been blue/green
I’ve gotten my hair thinned
I use conditioner
I’ve used silk therapy
I’ve used hot oil treatments
I’ve curled my hair
I’ve straightened my hair
I’ve braided my hair 
I’ve had\want dreadlocks

School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher
I’ve yelled at a teacher
I’ve been suspended
I’ve had an in-school suspension
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office
I’ve walked out of class
I’ve skipped an entire day of school
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
I’ve failed a test
I’ve cheated on a test
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
I’ve failed Art
I’ve failed P.E
I’ve failed Math 
I’ve failed Science
I’ve failed another class
A teacher has called my parents
I’ve been caught skipping
I’ve been on the honor roll
I’ve been on effort honor roll

Random

I think that shy guys are incredibly cute

A stranger has complimented me before
I always hold the door open if somebody behind me is going through the same door
The last shoes I wore were black
I own a pair of white flip flops
I have a personal xanga
I doodle on my notes during class sometimes [all the time]
Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday
I actually study for tests
I cannot do a cartwheel
I can do a handstand underwater
I’m physically affectionate toward certain friends
I have not tried tomato soup with grilled cheese
I use AIM
I have the old version of AIM because I like it better than the new one
I’ve never had the chicken pox
I hate leaving voicemails
I like stuffed crust pizza
I have a scanner
I was named after somebody or something 
I do not have a tattoo
There’s a piece of jewelry that I wear daily
I shower at night
I prefer the sunrise over the sunset
The walls in my room are a color other than white
I have a picture of myself kissing somebody
My guy friends like to carry me around [i hate being picked up but people do it anyway)
I’m constantly misplacing my chapstick
I wear gray eyeliner
I’m not afraid of snakes
I don’t get sick easily
I like green tea ice cream
My nails are naturally healthy and strong
I have a job
I have my own car
I still live with my parents
When I was little, I loved string cheese
I have to pee right now
When I’m trying not to cuss, I yell out gibberish
I have freckles
I want a pet chinchilla
I love it when my car has a full tank of gas
We don’t have a desktop computer at my house
My parents are from a country that isn’t the one we currently reside in
I dislike the wind
I’ve had 5+ piercings throughout my life
I’m the shortest adult in my family
I almost always do my homework
My name ends in a vowel
I sing and dance obnoxiously when I’m home alone
I like the way mango smells
I prefer silver over gold
I already have plans for my future wedding
My bathing suit is a two piece
I’ve taught somebody how to swim before
The last highlighter I used was yellow
I know the first three ballet positions

magieundfreiheit:

You just learned a bit about me:

  • I am a cuddler
  • I am a morning person
  • I am currently in my pajamas
  • I am currently pregnant
  • I am left handed
  • I am a little shy around everyone at first
  • I bite my nails
  • I can be paranoid at times
  • I enjoy country music
  • I enjoy smoothies
  • I enjoy talking on the phone
  • I have a car [kind of]
  • I have/had a hard time paying attention at school (unless it was interesting)
  • I have a hidden talent
  • I have a pet
  • I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl
  • I have all my grandparents
  • I have been to another country
  • I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor
  • I have broken a bone
  • I have bathed someone
  • I have changed a diaper
  • I have changed a lot over the past year
  • I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
  • I have had major/minor surgery
  • I have killed another person
  • I have had my hair cut within the last week
  • I have mood swings
  • I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
  • I have rejected someone before
  • I like the taste of my own blood
  • I love Michael Jackson
  • I love sleeping
  • I love to shop
  • I own 100 CDs or more
  • I own and use a library card
  • I have more than 100 books in my room
  • I read books for pleasure in my spare time
  • I sleep a lot during the day
  • I watch soap operas on a regular basis
  • I work at a job that I enjoy
  • I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
  • I am currently wearing socks
  • I am tired
  • I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt/write
  • I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month

I have/had:

  • Graduated high school
  • Smoked cigarettes
  • Ridden every ride at an amusement park
  • Collected something really stupid
  • Gone to a concert
  • Helped someone
  • Spun turn tables
  • Watched four movies in one night
  • Been broken up with
  • Taken a college or university level course
  • Been in a car accident
  • Been in a tornado
  • Watched someone die
  • Been to a funeral
  • Burned yourself 
  • Ran a marathon
  • Your parents got divorced [not together]
  • Cried yourself to sleep
  • Spent over $200 in one day
  • Cheated on someone
  • Been cheated on
  • Written a 10 page letter
  • Had a best friend
  • Lost someone you loved
  • Skipped school
  • Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do
  • Stolen books from the library 
  • Been in a mental hospital 
  • Watched the “Harry Potter” movies
  • Fired a gun
  • Been in a school play or production 
  • Been fired from a job
  • Taken a lie detector test
  • Swam with dolphins
  • Attempted suicide
  • Written poetry
  • Read more than 20 books a year
  • Gone to Europe
  • Loved someone you couldn’t have
  • Used a coloring book over age 12
  • Had surgery
  • Had stitches
  • Taken a taxi
  • Had more than 5 online conversations going at once
  • Had a hamster
  • Dyed your hair
  • Had something pierced [ears so lame]
  • Gotten straight A’s
  • Your parents sent you to a shrink
  • Been handcuffed

My hair is naturally the color:

  • Light brown
  • Brunette
  • Dark brown
  • Blonde
  • Black
  • Dirty blonde
  • Strawberry blonde/Ginger
  • Multicoloured

My eyes are:

  • Brown
  • Blue
  • Grey
  • Green
  • Hazel
  • Light brown
  • A combination of things

I am:

  • Male
  • Female
  • Other

People sometimes label me as:

  • Slut
  • Girly
  • Ugly
  • Nerd
  • Other

Some of my biggest fears are:

  • Spiders/other insects
  • Dying
  • Doctor/Dentist appointments
  • Hospitals
  • Needles
  • Disease
  • Being alone in the dark
  • Heights
  • Small spaces
  • Oceans/large bodies of water
  • Holes
  • Large animals
  • Small animals
  • Open spaces
  • Lightning

I have:

  • A friend with benefits
  • A laptop in my room
  • A television in my room
  • Good grades
  • My own car [kind of]
  • Married parents

raisesomehale:

I love how, after Derek’s romantic history with psychopathic killers, Jeff’s solution is 

oh

I’ll pair him with someone who kills for /MONEY/

yourtubes:

that girl you just called hot well she’s really on fire

my band blog is officially active and the url is onlypluggedintodefendpoppunk 

Are you safe [from being killed off?]

lacie108:

"but which one of your favorite characters is your absolute favorite?”

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gemimalee:

when someone mentions Darren Criss

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Dylan O’Brien attends The Maze Runner panel at SDCC 2014*

#dob